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| i've been up since what feels like forever.. because i had ballet at washington ballet at like 7:15. eww. but my teacher is really cool, and he makes me laugh. we even started a dance to a backstreet boys song today. which sounds weird, but it's really awesome so far. <33 i doubt anyone will know what i'm talking about when i say the song is my beautiful woman - but, i said it anyway. =)
so i was done with that at like 1:30 (long day, i know), and i came home. showered. and i went to the orthodontist yesterday, so my teeth hurt. so i was feeling hungry, you can't eat solid food. i found tiramisu in the fridge, turns out i wasn't supposed to touch it. so i flipped a lid and got really scared my parents were going to eat me alive. of course, they didn't. it's just dessert. but hey, it's not my fault. i was hungry, and not thinking straight. but that was the end of that mess. i went to ballet. again.
we did our whole barre in the center.. to kelly! <33 no lame classical music. but i was so tempted to just burst out and sing along.. but i knew rosemary && emma would stare at me. like seriously. but if i saw someone randomly burst out into kelly clarkson songs, i'd be staring too. it was fun! we learned a new combination, and i feel like i'm getting stronger with pointe, which is good. of course, now my feet hurt really bad. but it's okay, i don't mind. i still think it's weird that it's only 6:30, and i'm home. i'm used to having dance much later at night, and getting home later. ohh well. i don't mind.
tommorow i'm actually doing stuff - sweet. i have to meet with ms. collier && the staff at ATS in the afternoon, and i have martha's classes. then me && kelly are gonna make a thing of tiramisu for my brother that will be even better than the one we ate. oops. OH YES! i found out the best thing. originally the kelly concert i was gonna go to was tenatively scheduled for july 20th.. turns out it's july 26th. so it's my birthday monday, i see kelly tuesday, and then the idols wednesday. WHOA. =) <3 *
i guess that's all. <3.
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i've been listening to nothingg but the backstreet boys since i got this cd yesterday. but i love it. <3 it makes me happy. it's kind of interesting to see how much they've evolved as a group since their first CD in 1995. geeze, i probably sound like a total dorkwad saying that. but i don't really care, no one reads this. or if they do, they don't care that i'm a dork.
soo yesterday was f-u-n. it was my brother's 18th birthday, which was cool. when he went to best buy, he got me the backstreet boys cd. not as a present, i still had to pay him for it. but hey, it was nice he thought of me. i was at dave's wedding party for a while, which was cool. how'd my TA end up getting married? somebody answer that one for me ... came home, changed my clothes, and went to Patty's. which was also mucho fun, we had a huge water fight - ate, and Patty somehow convinced me && Emma to run 2 dances with her in her backyard. with everyone else at the party watching. not cool. thad && cody came and kidnapped me, which i actually really regret.
but uhm, oh well. life goes on. i'm not doing anything today, and usually i don't mind. but thad's at his first day of his job (with little kids), and my mom is home. don't get me wrong, i love my mom and everything. but she's so freaking "let's spend all our time together" - it makes me angry. </3 i'm actually looking forward to going to the orthodontist, it'll get me out of here. and i don't have dance. so i'm doing something with thad, again. may as well just glue the two of us together. <33
HAPPY BiRTHDAY CHRiSTA! <33 i hadda do it.
i haven't really had a good talk with jaimi in forever. but whatever. she's been busy, i've been busy. it just feels weird, not talking to your so called "best friend" when you feel like you need to. it's nothing important, but little things. like if something really funny happens, i'll try and call her. and she won't be there. i'm not saying she's "too busy" for me, because that's just overdramatic and stupid. i'm just saying that it kind of sucks. so then when we finally do get to talk for like 5 minutes, my story that used to be so hysterical becomes mediocre.
it isn't like i don't want to talk to her, i mean, she's my best friend. sometimes it seems like she's not interested. and if she's not interested, i don't want to waste her time. there's no reason for me to be angry, i guess. because if i were her, i'd be bored by me (eileen) too. sometimes things don't always go the way i want them to, but that's life.
the things we did, the things we said \\
keep comin` back to me && make me [[ smile]] again
you showed me how to face the << truth >>
.* everything that`s good in me i owe to you ::
->> though the distance that's between us now may seem to be too far
it will never (( s e p e r a t e )) us, deep inside i know you are ...
never gone || never far.
in my * heart * is where you are. <33
... :: always close, everyday - every step along the way. ... ::
even though for now we've got to say [[ goodbye ]]
i know you will be {{ forever }} in my life, never gone.
i walk a l o n e ;; these empty streets. <<--
there is not a second you're not || here with me ||
the love ;; you gave, the grace * you show
will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
somehow you found a way to see the best i have in me
as long as time goes on, i swear to you that you will be ::
never gone, never far
in my heart is where you are.
always close, everyday - every step along the way.
even though for now we've got to say g o o d b y e
i know you will be [[ forever in my life ]], never gone.
gone from me, if there's one thing i believe <<
i will see you somewhere down the road again \\
never gone, never far.
in my heart is where you are.
always close, everyday - every s t e p along the way.
even though for now we've got to say g o o d b y e
i know you will be forever in my life, never gone. <33
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| now im making another entry so it'll be all even and pretty. but i hate boys. they're so frustrating. and all they want to do is cause trouble. the end.
21 days till my birthday, fool. | | |
| Name 20 people you know:
1. Jaimi
2. Bianca
3. Cody
4. Taylor
5. Kelly
6. Alicia
7. Molly
8. Kelley
9. Patty
10. Phyllis
11. Adam
12. Rosemary
13. Martha
14. Anna
15. Emma
16. Liz
17. Gina
18. Laura
19. Amy
20. Juhi
Who is #8 going out with?: (Kelley) noo idea.. she goes to W&L .. and plus we like just met. but as far as i know, no one.
Is #9 a boy or a girl?: (Jake) girl
Would #11 and #2 make a good couple?: (Adam & Bianca) haha.. it'd be special. one's really emo.. the other's really hyper.
How about #18 and #4?: (Laura & Taylor) eh... dont think so. both of them like boys.
What grade is #17 in?: (Gina) 11th, just like me!
When was the last time you talked to #12?: (Rosemary) Thursday
What is #6's favorite band?: (Alicia) good question. i haven't really talked w/ her in a while.. but i know she likes the mercy kiss... and aerosmith?
Does #1 have any siblings?: (Jaimi) yeppers, a lil sister - Cori
Would you ever date #3?: (Cody) haha.. already did. in 8th grade.
Would you ever date #7?: (Molly) hmm. maybe. (when hell freezes over. no offense molly ;) )
Is #16 single?: (Liz) yeup.
What's #15's last name?: (Emma) Poland
What's #5's middle name?: (Kelly) Christine
What's #10's fantasy?: (Phyllis) haha.. friday nights..
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: (Anna & Amy) ehhh no
What school does #20 go to?: (Juhi) HB
And #1: (Jaimi) Lutheran? i know that's where she wants to go.. but, well... she went to St. Cats last year.
Tell me a random fact about #11: (Adam) hmm, he loves football & wants to go to florida state for college.
And #3: (Cody) he has a depressing poem on his xanga written entirely in german.
Have you ever had a crush on #16?: (Liz) haha no..
Where does #9 live?: (Patty) near AFC... super close to me. <3
What's #4's favorite color?: (Taylor) she has two. pink && light blue. like cotton candy
Would you makeout with #14?: (Anna) lmao. no.
Are #5 & #6 best friends?: (Kelly & Alicia) no, they've never met
Does #7 like #20?: (Molly & Juhi) i think so. both of them are really nice. =)
Does #8 like #19?: (Kelley & Amy) no, never met.
How did you meet #15?: (Emma) she's in dance with me! we have 4 hours together every monday. quite fun. haha.. and we make fun of martha a lot too.
Does #10 have any pets?: (Phyllis) yup. i don't remember them all.. there are too many
Is #12 older than you?: (Rosemary) noo she's turning 12.. and i'm turning 16
Have you ever given #13 a hug?: (Martha) yeah, and she'll give me hugs everytime she thinks i'm upset.. which is like all the time <3
Is #17 the sexiest person alive?: (Gina) haha, oh. totally. *wink* | | |
| no more seminar! awooo!! *cheers*
i'll miss hanging out with molly && kelley though.
boo.
war of the worlds was fabulous.
and i love dakota fanning! even more than
i already did. but shh. that isn't the point.
afterwards thad && i danced in the rain.
er, i did. he just supervised. but he was so sweet.
and i just love him. whoa. he made tommorow
"hang out with my girlfriend day" because he
starts work on tuesday. how cute. <33
i start work on thursday. but between then there's the
4th of july, an orthodontist appointment (joy),
and dance. even when i go to work, i have to bail
out early. for martha. i figured out today
that i have my camp job and 4 hours of dance ..
on my birthday. my sweet 16. ohh well, at least i'm
hanging out with people i loove,
my dance girlies. <33 and all the adorable kids
i'll work with at camp! =) hmph, friends your
own age are over rated.
so i guess that's all. <33 latter lovebirds | | |
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